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I have faith in those who I love, who cared and always be there when needed. Please promise me we still be together, because I don't want to loose my love ones. Promise me you won't cry and say we will never see each other anymore, because I will die before I say, " I'm so sorry and please I begging you for my forgiveness." Don't make this hard because we will find each other and be together. All I wanted is things to be alright. I want what's best for everyone. I will die before an angel tells me stories about God's purpose and it'll take me away from my dead body.
Dear Daddy,
If your trying to make me to forget about you then it's not gonna work..... because even though you haven't received my calls or not coming to xat I still have your letter you gave me..... your hard to forget but I'm not giving up on you not even a bit.... when I said I won't it's because I don't wanna lose you, your my only hope that cares and sees what I see in life that I ever saw/ Don't give up on me Peter please.......... I'm begging you..... I wonder sometimes even though I call but you never wanted or maybe so your busy but I want to know where you been so I don't have to be so worry all the time. I worry and I'm scared. *looking down* I don't want to lose you or even so killing myself about not you coming back is like my life is turning things sadness and never to be happy again.... I want to hear from you.... If you want me to wait then I can wait as much as I can... I do that in rl and I can do it on xat.... It's not hard for me to stop....... Please tell me what I have to do now????
love you so much and I hope to die,
Ivette Kisa.
You'll see me die like this til the end when the time is right for me. I can't tell you when and I can't tell you why but please understand my purpose of my wantings. It's not that I'm obsessed with death it's because I feel I don't belong in this world. I don't blame God, I will never blame him for all this. I blessed for everything he done for us and his son, I know he died for us but some of us we live to repay for what he done for us. My life was a wonderful gift and I appreciate it alot more then anything, is like I always wanted but I may not be sure. Thank you God, for everything. I'm so glad that I know about you and your son, I want to be rested in piece, In a deep sleep dreaming of what I see. My prayers will deeply be hopeful I see everyone and mostly will be save in heaven, I love everyone so much and take well care of yourselves.
As I watch my love ones I'll be in their hearts... forever. I am happily to see all my love ones grow happily and some day the will end up the way they wanted it to be. I'm sad even though I have someone who loved me, my mother and father, my dearest brother and family and aslo my beloved friend... Peter. I love you so much Peter with all my heart and soul. You're my special one I ever known and please never cry when you read this. I want you to be happy always til I die of pain. Everyone please don't be sad as ever like I am, I'm only do what's right for me. I think it's best for me, like I said I don't blame god for this. My reason is that I hate taking this horror pain in me. I love you all and always will......
